Cant remember the last time i blogged.. I had alot of trouble signing in.. this pea brain of mine cannot remember the LJ password but the perseverance in me prevailed! :)

Anyway! I just had family dinner with the extended family. The topic of boyfriends (and girlfriends) came up and everyone assumed that i am in a relationship or dating TONS of boys! SIGHHH Being questioned is no fun! :( 
i am currently dating myself but no one seems to believe me.. i even had to make a pact with grandma that she will be the first to meet my boyfriend... i felt like some 30-ish virgin, whereby EVERYONE is worried that i will be left on the shelf. ALL OLD, SAGGY AND LONELY! hurhur (Even when i am 30-ish and alone! i will be HOT, SINGLE AND LOVIN' IT! by choice, not by circumstances...)

Chinese new year is almost here! Cant wait for the hongbao $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!! yes i am very money minded! the hongbao giving tradition is very very very important to me! 

Gonna have a blast these coming weekSS... cny then mummy's bday and MY BDAY.... :))))) i think money is a good bday gift! :D

I think Rihanna is singing right now and i am at home watching the concert in my head! its way better when u IMAGINE! :) Nothing beats a concert in ur head! 

Exams are round the corner and.. i so need to get my priorities right..

Priorities
1) DO WELL IN EXAM
2) STUDY
3) DONT BE LAZY

Everything else can wait... NOTHING is more important than exams and school! (i am very good at telling lies!)

With everything being difficult, its nice to have some support! even if its totally unexpected.. 
 
I am only gonna surround myself with love and people who matters...
goodbye to damaged people.. (i am getting a refund!) 

i thought my heart stopped during the last lap of the Brazil GP! i really thought tim glock could hold off hamilton and massa would be the champion! my dad and i was celebrating BUT then nvm! we should have know better than to depend on a toyota! hurhur 

I think i got too much bottled up emotions or something... when massa was tearing up, i cried.. i just felt so bad for him, he has got that puppy dog face! SIGH  I respect him even more now! How do u actually celebrate a victory when you know you have lost the battle..The worst part is the false hope given in the final lap.. the whole ferrari pit was cheering all.. i can sense their disappointment from my sofa.. SIGHSIGHSIGH

ANYWAY, hamilton earned the title... attitude still sux though.  ohoh and i think lewis hamiltion's brother should just shut the F up.. ok that wasnt me talking, its the beer... 
  

I chickened out last minute and didnt wear my intended slut outfit.. owell! for a good girl like me, its kinda hard to be totally SLUT-TIFIED... hahah

Anyway! thank god for nice bouncers.. got in for free.. :):):):):) yes i know i am a cheapskate! who doesn't love free stuffs right!!??? 

OhOHOHOH!! i saw a McSteamy lookalike yesterday at the arena! OMFG he was in some pirate outfit! Although not as hot as the real one BUT i was still damn excited! hehe

I AM GOING TO STUDY VERY HARD STARTING TML! gonna get all As! :)

Hello! its really hard trying to dress up like a slut. i have been thinking for the past few days, exploring the notion of being a slut and how to look like one.. OH i am not converting into one by the way, its just some halloween thing! :) an angel like me can NEVER be a slut! hhaha
Anyway, google is not helping... hurhur its so much easier dressing up as a witch or something...
oh my mother is very good with the theme, gave me ALOT of good ideas! like see through tops and leathery hot shorts! haha i think she is hoping for an invitation. daddy must be so proud! LOL

Anyway, exams are like in 3 weeks? and i was google-ing: slut outfit during banking lecture just now... how constructive :D so proud of myself!! hahhahaha
OK i shall go try out some of my mother's idea now... :)) slut it out baby! 

:) late night snacking is so wrong, its right!! haha
I think i am becoming a fat loving late night food eating kind of person! went all the way to geylang for supper! 
Anyway! i am very sleepy! but i cant sleep YET :(
According to mummy, beer drinking late at night followed by sleep is the fast track to a belly... pls tell me its not true! i am in love with beer nowadays.. Beer is my new best friend. We share every secret and emotion... but like every best friend, u need to make sacrifices for each other.. A belly is the price i am willing to pay! lol
Oh if only beer is cheaper.. but then again, everything in singapore is expensive.. hurhur poor me! thank god for nice friends who happened to have ALOT of beers in their fridge... <3 drink up people!! :) 

The weekend hasnt even ended but i am like totally burned out.. SIGHH

i was listening to the pcd album all week and found a song that totally reminded me of something.. everyone must go buy their album :) 

Like the way we were before
And I wanna know if we can go
Back to the days when we was close
Cuz sometimes I think I'm solo
Think you don't want me no more
And I gotta get up off this seesaw
We're like an elevator

We go up and we go down, down, down
Like an elevator
We touch the sky and touch the ground, ground, ground
Like an elevator
You stuck on 1, while I'm pressin 3
Then we get up on the 4th floor, but then we disagree
And you keep on blamin' me
But I wish that you would see
That I'm just tryna elevate ya like an elevator -elevator pcd

Anyway! Been having some deep convos lately and i realised one thing! life is complicated.. no matter how good i am at simplifying, everything is just so darn hard.. everything should be easier. i shall go nap now! only had 3 hrs of slp yesterday or rather this morning... YAWNS  

i <3 holland V

Anyway! i wanna get a tattoo! 



But i am a coward! what if it is very painful! :( SIGH

Its the practice round tml!! CAN ANYONE PLS BRING ME IN TO THE GRANDSTAND!?!? hurhur nvm i will find a free alternative! :)

Anyway!!! today rocks!! Although the roads along the f1 circuit are closed, they have yet to totally blocked out all access to the public.. WALKING ROCKS!! The nice nice people at team BMW allowed us to take pictures and invited us to have a closer look at the f1 cars! OMFG.. i wanna faint... Even though its not team ferrari and i didnt see the love of my life- kimi, i am equally excited!!!! I will declare my love for him through other means!! (Do u think they can read banners when they are driving at 300+ km/hr!??)

   

Oh its like some free motorshow over at the Singapore Flyer. There were rows of nice rides. If only i know how to jack a car or have superpowers. (or tons of money!!), i would totally drive (w/o a valid license) the lambo HOME!! ohell, i think i will live in the lambo!! awwww, anyone wanna buy that for me?!? THANKS! i promise i will drive u around! anywhere! :)



Since its the F1 season, i shall go driving tml and pretend that i am some nascar driver!! without the zeng engine etc... hahah
btw, love the new pcd album!! i got the cd! super proud of myself! say no to piracy! LOL